depressed

Depressed as the the light shows the hint of dusk of another days end.
Depressed as i lay in bed transfixed on the ceiling above
Depressed as I recount my life's past
Depressed as I realize i am all alone
Depressed as the moment succumbs to the passing time
Depressed as the loneliness reaches to the depth of my bones
Depressed knowing that only in my dreams I could be
Depressed because of what has become of me
Depressed because i yearn for something that cannot be
Depressed because something beautiful is gone
A euphoric dream it once was now lay in the edge of obscurity
As I lay and watch it fade just like the light of dusk in a days end.