beauty

like a beautiful sunrise of a new day start
of colorful rainbows appearing after the rain
i feel the warmth and joy you bring to my heart
and ease my sorrowed soul from my journeys pain

like two hemispheres who cannot part from the whole
of nourishing air that keeps the heart alive
you complete my existence as i tried living the role
the mere thought of you pushes me to survive

like the breathtaking sunset of the desert sun
of the serenity brought by a pale moonlit night
my life halts to wonder of the beautiful one
soothing my feelings so i know i will be alright.

yearning

out of the blue she touched my life
i have feelings for her more than just like

but i cannot say it for we are not free
my heart aches constantly knowing in can never be

consoling my soul of feelings she has for me
but torned of the pain these feelings has caused

like a double edge sword that slashes away
whichever direction its sharp blades wounds

i feel pain because of the absence of her
losing a part that makes me complete

i feel pain of the guilt she goes through
torn and conflicted i cause with my presence

of star crossed destiny is how i see our story
touch each others lives but could never be

i leave it to the future of what would become
if i could change the stars and we can be one

the embers of this feeling will definitely burn out
but hope burns to keep me warm on the cold nights

thinking of what could have been moments by her side
stealing glances just to catch a glimpse of her smile.

these wishful thinking may just be of passing
but I'll spend the rest of my days contemplating

of a life that could have been,
but in reality not mine to keep.

whispers

a voice, a whisper i constantly yearn
to hear for a moment how can i learn
to pass my time and not knowing
of an angels whispers constantly blowing,
in my head, in my thoughts i always pray
my angels whispers i would hear every single day

A simple hi, a sweet hello i anxiously wait
for a message to nudge me out of this senseless state
of emptiness and loneliness spreading inside me
like a cut bleeding slowly draining my energy
i go on lifeless and weary as every second pass
spiraling down into oblivion forgetting where i was

consciousness broke the stream of thoughts in my slumber
as i traveled this desolate road out of nowhere
the endless pavement rushes before my very eyes
pursuing the infinite distance of the ultimate prize
to share a moment of blissful connection of heart and mind
but alas reality has its grip and so i did find

things to console my mind my heart my soul
an expression of emotions limitless as a whole
all my senses heightened to take form
of words played out in the midst of a storm
as i take shelter from its uncertain wrath
these poems will be my strength of the aftermath