whispers

a voice, a whisper i constantly yearn
to hear for a moment how can i learn
to pass my time and not knowing
of an angels whispers constantly blowing,
in my head, in my thoughts i always pray
my angels whispers i would hear every single day

A simple hi, a sweet hello i anxiously wait
for a message to nudge me out of this senseless state
of emptiness and loneliness spreading inside me
like a cut bleeding slowly draining my energy
i go on lifeless and weary as every second pass
spiraling down into oblivion forgetting where i was

consciousness broke the stream of thoughts in my slumber
as i traveled this desolate road out of nowhere
the endless pavement rushes before my very eyes
pursuing the infinite distance of the ultimate prize
to share a moment of blissful connection of heart and mind
but alas reality has its grip and so i did find

things to console my mind my heart my soul
an expression of emotions limitless as a whole
all my senses heightened to take form
of words played out in the midst of a storm
as i take shelter from its uncertain wrath
these poems will be my strength of the aftermath