empty room

i sit alone in this empty room
as images of your smile abound
gripping my soul in gloom
knowing of the painful reality i found

but thoughts of you forces my heart
to lighten up and beat as fast
though the grip of sadness do hurt
a burning hope inside me is cast

i free my mind from doubts and fears
for i know what we have is very real
and no matter what brings these tears
only the one who holds my heart can feel

the secret lives our hearts do hold
the dreams, the reality take life on its own
i take refuge on the thoughts i mould
in solitude inside this empty room.

addiction

i blink i think
a second blurred to pass
as i spin out of sync
reality giving me a blast

a state my heart can't take
of a life missing a piece
of a love so much at stake
could never put us at ease

I find myself with this yearning
for a loves constant affection
seeking, wanting and needing
of a never ending addiction

of a smile that confuses my heart
as it beats faster and slower
rocking my life from the very start
and hoping that it would be forever.