addiction

i blink i think
a second blurred to pass
as i spin out of sync
reality giving me a blast

a state my heart can't take
of a life missing a piece
of a love so much at stake
could never put us at ease

I find myself with this yearning
for a loves constant affection
seeking, wanting and needing
of a never ending addiction

of a smile that confuses my heart
as it beats faster and slower
rocking my life from the very start
and hoping that it would be forever.