if love

if love can dry your tears
can it take away your fears?

if love can bring you a smile
can I make it worth your while?

if love can push away the pain
can you still love me in vain?

if love can fill the emptiness
can it also break the loneliness?

if love can bring a sparkle into your eyes
will you look at me as your ultimate prize

if love can redeem your soul
would you still risk it all?

if love conquers all they say
then why resist a heart that never sway.

count the ways

of endless hours and endless days
feeling lost i can never count the ways

of how my heart aches for you
but what else is there I can do


nothing more will I yearn from this
only your Love, your warm hugs of bliss

i know i am and will always be in your heart
so i make a promise from you I will never part

because I know for now it will never be
so instead I keep dreaming of us constantly

my eyes have shed their tears
of the times I gave in to my fears


This loneliness I keep feeling inside
until then it will never subside

while i yearn for your touch once more
each single day with grit right into my core

then I see you for a moment my heart skips a beat
but when i don't hear from you i feel it ripped

so I just close my eyes and see your face
reminiscing our precious moments as i count the ways.

missing you

I count the hours, 
I count the days.
How much I miss you, 
I count the ways.

I miss your voice,
I miss your touch.
And I miss the face,
That I love so much.

How to describe it, 
There is no way.
I walk around,
In a permanent daze.

I long to feel,
Your warm embrace.
And to see a smile,
Upon your face.

I will not sleep,
Won't close one eye.
Until you're home, 
Safe by my side.

While you're away,
And I'm here alone.
I think of you out there,
In a world of your own

I miss you so much, 
as the moon must have the stars
And this feeling will go on,
Until you're safe in my arms.

feelings

When I am wrapped up in your arms,
I feel safer than ever before.
When you stare into my eyes, its a feeling I can't ignore.
I know this isn't just a game,
because, what I feel for you,
I never felt with anyone else.
When I am close to you I am overwhelmed with happiness.
You're what I've been waiting for my whole life.
You're someone I can share my love with,
you take away my fears.
Words can't express how much I love you.
But, through this short amount of time,
I hope you realize that my love for you is real.
I'm not with you to play games,
and I know you feel the same.
With you, is where I want to be
because I found someone who loves me just for me.
You give me all the reason in the world
to believe that you won't hurt me in anyway.
And if I ever lost you,
I don't know what I would do.
You probably think I am crazy,
but truthfully I'm not.
Every time that we're together,
it's a whole new experience for me.
All I see in this world,
is no one else but you and me.

Sunset

Meeting you 
was pure destiny,
You and I 
were ment to be.

Maybe not now
but someday soon,
We'll meet not under the sun
but beneath the moon.

We'll watch the stars
'till they fade away,
but we won't fade
together we'll always stay.

This is the day 
I'm waiting for,
from that day
I'll love you more and more.

I can't wait to watch
the sun set with you,
every sunset from that day
'till the rest of our lives are through.

Heartbeat

One heart alone, makes but a single beat
A sound so low and incomplete
A heart all alone, waiting to be heard
Knows not the beauty or songs of singing birds
One heart all alone, knows not love or tenderness
It feels nothing, but has emptiness
A heart alone, searches for its mate
It waits, trust fate, contemplates
Until by chance another beat it hears
That sound it has longed for all these years
Like the timbre of a bass drum
It hears an answer, another thrum

Two hearts are beating, strong and true
The sound grows louder, waiting is through
Two hearts are beating, within one another
Searching is over, they have found that lover
Two hearts are beating, they grow and grow
Together forever, never wanting to go
Two hearts are beating, as the sun goes down
A love true, a love strong, both are bound
And as the sound gently fades into night
Two hearts are beating, this they know is just right

hearts hope

just another day, and i spent it reminiscing
of a smile that haunts my soul's been longing
when all i have is a dream of a passionate love
In my heart i keep wondering if i will ever have

like the ebbing of the tide it rises and falls
this feeling of doubt and hope constantly enthralls
as moments are tainted with specks of sadness
but only a loves promise can ease such madness

as i lay here in the darkness of the night
pondering upon your kiss and holding you tight
the cuddles that comforts me in my slumber
and your soft loving touch i will always remember.

i hang on to a promise of us in days to come
as i put behind my burdens and my qualms
giving me hope of a life that one day we'll spend
to be together in each others arms till the end.

crossroad

a kiss from your soft lips
a tender touch to my face
i look into your eyes
and saw the dreams come to life

a soft whisper to your ears
of a love surrendered for years
now our paths finally crossed
we make moments for the time we lost

an oh so familiar smile
like a picture frozen in time
i basked in its warmth for a while
knowing my heart is at home at last

a crossroad now lies before me
regrets from the south i brought forth
west my morality, east my sanity
but you are my hearts true north

As I see the horizon up yonder
full of possibilities and wonder
inspired by the thought of a love
i pray to the heavens up above

i take strength of the promises we keep
to be forever in each others heart
i close my eyes with this thought as i sleep
and wish forever we shall never part

first time

the day i finally met you
was a day of many firsts
first look into your eye
smiling that big bright smile
the first shove the first touch
a first embrace of long lost friend
frozen in memory hoping it will never end
the first silence the first glance
fearing of suddenly waking up
from this dream i dreamed a thousand times
my first conversation right beside you
the first giggle as we reminisce
of a fantasy now becoming a sweet reality
the first jog, the first walk
all are first and how we talk
about our life that passed through the years yearning
the wondering, the searching and finally discovering
of our deep rooted connection only soulmates could understand
the first dance of a secret romance
moving through a rhythm of a love sublime
our first portrait together taken by chance
pausing the moment but is it a crime?
to love a forbidden love
I had fate to thank for all the first
the chance of finally meeting you is more i can ask
but pardon my heart if it yields not of the thirst
as i hold you closely even more with a mask
for now we wear the shackles of obligation
fearing of society's condemnation
but i whisper a promise to fate even if it hurts
that my love will endure after all of these many firsts.

changing heart

a misty eye a thoughtless act
a defenseless heart struck deep inside
murmurs of my conscience constantly mock
the rapture of my helpless plight

heartless and painful as it feels
when letting go of an emotion within
what once was a selfish heart that seals
devour my sanity and delivers me to sin

now i stand before the crossroad of a life
not grand yet humbled as we stand apart
counting our blessings not our strife
as we move on with our ever changing heart.