reasons

let these words reminds us why
when words are spoken without a sound
feelings soar as high as the sky
or plummets down these earthly ground
fire rekindles as our hearts cry
as soul mates dance an eternal bound

several times i gazed into your eyes,
despite all the things that have happened
despite all the changes in our lives
the warmth in your eyes i always see
i feel peace and stillness in my soul
reminiscing cherished moments of you and me
affirming the love that makes us whole

so why do we love each other?
these are the reasons why as i can remember.

you love me because of ....
my shyness, my in aggressiveness
my humility , my possessiveness
the way i pamper you like a baby
the way i do little sweet things for you
the way i look at you like you are the only treasure in the world
the way i look when i have these little spats of tantrums

I love you because of ....
your strength and your weakness
your substance and compassion.
your honesty and understanding
how you make my heart beat so differently every time
how you make me feel good about myself
the sweetness and the care you have shown

we love each other because of....
the way we hold each other when we make love
the way we kiss each others faces
the way we look at each other that leads us to a passionate kiss
the comfort and warmness of our embrace

baby you are my best friend, my confidant and my lover
i love you not because you are perfect
i love you because i have accepted your imperfections
which i have grown to love with every beating of my heart.

insanity

i lay down staring at nothing
as i drifted away in slumber
my thoughts turns into dreams
thats all i could remember

but emptiness in my soul remains
of a love i constantly yearn
like a bubble i eagerly reach
and disappears at a slightest touch

why do i constantly fear
the thought of losing you forever
i lose my wits pondering upon
those moments you want to give up

am i expendable and unworthy
for a love i feel in my core
can it easily be erased from memory
is it not worth figthing for?

these feelings have grown deeper
with roots sunk deep in my heart
the waiting,the yearning seems forever
takes hold and consumes my every part

used to be when a quick hi
a simple smile and goodbye
could ease this timid feelings
as it waits for the next reply

for now only the constant sound
of a soothing voice so profound
could ease this raging flames
of emotions just waiting it remains.