insanity

i lay down staring at nothing
as i drifted away in slumber
my thoughts turns into dreams
thats all i could remember

but emptiness in my soul remains
of a love i constantly yearn
like a bubble i eagerly reach
and disappears at a slightest touch

why do i constantly fear
the thought of losing you forever
i lose my wits pondering upon
those moments you want to give up

am i expendable and unworthy
for a love i feel in my core
can it easily be erased from memory
is it not worth figthing for?

these feelings have grown deeper
with roots sunk deep in my heart
the waiting,the yearning seems forever
takes hold and consumes my every part

used to be when a quick hi
a simple smile and goodbye
could ease this timid feelings
as it waits for the next reply

for now only the constant sound
of a soothing voice so profound
could ease this raging flames
of emotions just waiting it remains.