destiny lost

if two souls were meant to be 
should each one feel what the other feels?
if what was said of ones heart 
kept with the others heart grips the pain,
the misery the torment that lurks
inside with each passing moment of this lonely plight.

if two destinies indeed intertwined
in this journey called life
should tribulations obscure the path to
each others hearts burning passion?
a misdemeanor in a moment of insecurity
became an excuse for this cold dark night
spent alone in total convolution.

but i can see clearly now, of feelings mixed and true
how someone naive could dive into this passionate oblivion,
will succumb into an orphaned destitution.
for someone who expect the unexpected
who closed ones eyes in a leap of fate
fleeing from the comfort of what has always been
in pursuit of a dream only a true heart can conceive.

I was found wanting and yearning 
to feel to connect, to bask in the warmth of your presence
all these years i waited for the moment to come
and it finally did, with all my strength i poured my heart
surrendering to the passion that was once only a dream.

Unexpected I was in your life and i thank the heavens
that you accepted me as i am, making me feel the
love and the affection that i yearned. 
I know i must not expect much but for someone who has 
fallen for a that single moment in youth i have no choice
but to endure the pain. I have died again and again
every time i find myself at a loss of the reality of things.
But resilient is the feelings of a heart true to its beating.
My pride, my ego my shame comes nothing when the heart dictates.